Things just keep getting better,I have not been able to see my two youngest S and D for almost a month.and after being told if I went there I would be arrested for trespass.I decided I had enough and picked them up from the school bus stop.of course the W became enraged and would not let me leave with them,but then decided to because the children were becoming upset.
just for a little history I have been asking for weeks.The W insisted on supervised visitation.I refused she insists I am unstable and a danger to myself and the children.and here is the reasoning. early on when the W dropped the D bomb I was floored totally.I proceeded to dowse my sorrow in a drunken stuper and did something I will regret forever. I told her I wanted to end my life.yes it was childish, yes it was stupid and yes I was drunk. never the less I said it.I have been in therapy for some time for depression but by no means am I a danger and I asked her to come to see my therapist for verification.she never showed so she left me no choice and at the time there were no custody orders or restraints.anyway I took the kids home they were happy to be there we played had fun and had diner.they wanted to stay and sleep in there own beds.I called the W and informed her and of course she had a fit, threatened to call the state police,call the magistrate.I assured her they were alright.I take care of these kids every day I am a stay at home Dad and she works midnite shift.
First thing in the morning the W shows up with my S's meds he has asthma she gives it to him and off she goes not even a good bye.I dress the kids take them to the school bu
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I never knew her.and here comes the salt,now all the utilities are being shut off.I know she is trying to force me out but come on. anyway sorry for rambling had to get it out
What is the situation on your spousal support?
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
Well things have become strange.my youngest son (8) has been calling me several times a day for the last four days not that I am complaining. it has been a big uplift to my state of mind, although I am worried about what he has said.he mentioned that he misses me and wants to come home and that he can't because mom said that Dad is dangerous.I was speechless.it took a few minutes too respond I was lost for words. how could anyone tell this to an 8 year old boy.I did tell him that Daddy loved him very much and missed him too and would never hurt him in any way, he said he knew that.
So today I get a call from the W she is going to take my S fishing,could she stop by and pick up his pole.I said sure.she asked me to leave it outside and she would swing by to pick it up.I made it a point to be outside 1)I wanted to see my son who I have scarcely seen in the last 6 weeks.2)I wanted to let her know I wasn't happy at all with what he was being told.well they stopped by and my S came running out of the car over to me and we had an emotional moment, nothing uncontrollable but emotional.he also gave me a belated fathers day card.I gave him his pole and he jumped back in the car.then comes the strange part my W asked me what I was doing the next day.again I found myself speechless.She said that she was taking the kids to the pool (we have a community pool near our house) if I wanted to come.now in the last couple of weeks she has said nothing to me,forbidden my older children to come near me, and threatened me with jail if I went anywhere near her parents house where she is staying.
what do I do now.I absolutely want to see the kids.I am going to tell her I don't like what they are telling the kids.and I want my kids back home.I just don't want to screw it up.
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