That's awesome AG. Today you are the man! I'll bet your D just loves it, and you for building it for her. She's a lucky girl to have you for a daddy. Keep making her the priority.
God bless.
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09
ok so this morning im dedicated to not responding to my W goodmorning text. i hope this doesnt go very badly... i know that its my way of holding on cause i know she is going to send it and thats the only communication im postive im going to have during the day. but i dont know if she is sending it because she wants to make sure i havent let completely go, to make sure i that i dont, or if she is just trying to prove to herself and me that she doesnt hate me just our M...
i see this ignoring her going one of two ways... she gets but hurt that i dont respond and starts to feel sad about it or she gets pissed and says f*ck him i was trying to be nice and hes being a d*ck. im hoping for the first one...
well goodmorning all and i hope everyones day is better than yesterday...
ok so this morning im dedicated to not responding to my W goodmorning text. i hope this doesnt go very badly... i know that its my way of holding on cause i know she is going to send it and thats the only communication im postive im going to have during the day. but i dont know if she is sending it because she wants to make sure i havent let completely go, to make sure i that i dont, or if she is just trying to prove to herself and me that she doesnt hate me just our M...
i see this ignoring her going one of two ways... she gets but hurt that i dont respond and starts to feel sad about it or she gets pissed and says f*ck him i was trying to be nice and hes being a d*ck. im hoping for the first one...
well goodmorning all and i hope everyones day is better than yesterday...
"Goodmorning. Pls dont forget to go to the college for me pls."
SELFISH!
Whatever I told her yesterday i would do it today on my lunch so thats what im going to do... Im not going to reply to her goodmorning text i will take MB's and PD's advice ill make her wait. If she asks i if i did it later ill just tell her i did.
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
we may not be able see the light yet but its there just have to keep moving forward till we can see it...
Its so damn hard not to text her back like i said earlier its my only thread that I feel like I have left connecting us together... and i just let it go...
I'm so glad my troops arent here at work today i really dont feel like dealing with those responsibilities...
Well it was just wishful thinking eveyone of my troops came in each with a different issue for me to deal with...
Still nothing from W just spent the last hour talking to her College counsler. I guess she called her on monday to drop her classes but the counsler talked her out of it(we know the counsler a little on the personal side cause of our D/her grandson). Anyways, say she didnt seem like her normal bubbly self... (still hoping).
Does anyone else see the doubt in her mind or am i just wishful thinking again? She doesnt seem to happy to anybody lately, plus her text about wanting pictures and asking what im doing with projects around the house, the religious goodmorning texts, still asking me to take care of her stuff for her...
