Oh I forgot to mention, when we were out in the hallway getting ready to leave, I gave her a grin and said, I have a feeling one day you will look back and truly appreciate what I stood for and what I tried to do and if you don't, then this is probably for the best.
We parked a block away from the courthouse. The funny thing is that she was parked right next to me in this huge parking lot. While walking toward our cars I said nothing. I walked slow about 20 feet behind her. There were two times were she turned around and slowed down as if to wait for me. I acted like I didn't notice and kept walking slow. We didn't say a word to each other on that long walk.
I think she was expecting me to say something, I hopped in my truck as I left she was still sitting in her car.
I have a feeling one day you will look back and truly appreciate what I stood for and what I tried to do and if you don't, then this is probably for the best.
That was so John Wayne trapt. Seriously good stuff.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
Wow. Hugs. This is such an unknown path that we are all walking. I'm glad you guys were able to settle on things. I think you were really brave to throw it out there one last time. You should be proud of yourself trapt.
My h gave me some strange moments last night and this morning. I made a long post about it.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Ya know....g-d luv ya for making that last stand trapt. I wish that my sitch wasn't do darned bad that I could do the same thing.
If I wuz you...I'd wake up tomorrow...look in the mirror...and smile.
You're a good man.
FIB
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11) Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10 Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;
