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Hey BBJ,

I usually can not remember my dreams...but I did have one earlier this week about XW. I guess you are not out of the woods yet.
You sound alot better since you spoke to the coach. I am still following along.....hoping you get what you want.

Thanks. I am a very affectionate person, with the people I love. I am not one of those touchy-feely people that greets strangers with a hug. But if you are "mine", I love to cuddle/kiss/hug/etc. So I am really missing that part!

I was (mostly) joking but I told my best friend from high school over the weekend, that I wondered if you could hire an escort JUST to hug you, hold you and tell you that you are beautiful and special. For instance I know in Tokyo they have bars, separate ones for men and for women. But anyway you go in and pay to have one of the hosts/hostesses sit with you the whole evening, eat/drink with you, and basically boost your ego for the night. Not sexual but still companionship...

OK enough of that! (shaking my brain to clear the etch-a-sketch)

I am doing better. I am working out more consistently and eating healthier foods. I put on a pair of capri pants from last summer this morning, they actually fit! They are a size smaller than I have been wearing BUT a size larger than I could wear last spring, so I still have work to do!

Pack your bigger clothes and send them over... This time my mood tells me to eat eat eat all the time... Not even the positive of loosing wait while me and my STBX are heading for the divorce...

I am following too. Just not in a positive mood and dont want to affect you in any way cause you do sound good.
xxx
K

personally..I would consider that a nightmare not a dream

That is a good point Mike!

Well the gift that keeps on giving has once again reared its head...

I have MRSA (drug-resistant staff/superbug) in my nose now, hurts like heck, too! Grr....

Yuck!

(((((BobbiJo)))))

Gosh Bobbi, poor you are you ok? That sounds bad!! Look after yourself! Did yu tell Dan?

xxx

I didn't tell Dan yet, I will this evening if/when the kids call to say goodnight. But I told him mom as she called while I was in the doc's office to ask me about my weekend plans. So since MIL knows I should probably tell Dan.

It is just frustrating b/c this is the 4th MRSA infection I have had in 16 months. I am ok just very tired and run-down, achy feeling. I have been feeling that way all week, in fact I joked to some co-workers on Tuesday that I was wanting to "call in tired" instead of calling in sick! So I think the infection has been making itself at home this whole week but only last night turned into a visible wound. Come to think of it all last week I was exhausted, too. Oh well, so be it. 30 days of antibiotics are supposed to make it all better!

Ouch!!! Sorry sis. I remember the first time you told us about it. I thought you were dying the way you described it... (or the way i read it)..

I hope you get better soon. I feel rotten my self.
xxx