You are doing a great job. Give yourself a break regarding the GAL activities, you'll find your way back. It is understandable they would fall off some while you adjust to having your son with you.
Sounds like you are over the moon having him with you. I am so happy for you.
I am doing pretty good. Lunch time here and I am just sitting outside Starbucks enjoy the lovely weather in ATL.
Anyway, W suppose to come up this week and she sounded sick last night. She even said something about flying up here instead of driving. She also said she probably can't do the 6 HRs drive. In the old days, I would have offer her any kind of assistance including driving down there for her to meet with S. I didn't say anything or offer any kind of help. I really want her to spend some quality times with S, but she is an adult. She needs to figure it out herself how to see her own S. If she wants my help, she can always ask and we can start from there. After that 'Closure talk', I just have a different mind set on our R/M. I have tried too hard. I just need to relax more and let her be.... I am not going to be jacka$$ or anything like that. I am just putting S and myself first. It is a good thing.....
Got to go...check back in later..
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!
I loved reading this post from you - ze! You're doing great, and I am just so glad that you are feeling different in a positive way. Moving forward without anger and resentment is so important - since those emotions cripple us as much as our own fears.
W never come up this week. Now she is saying coming up next week with MIL. I hope this time is real. S will be so happy to see them. Overall, I am doing good. With S here, days just zip by so quickly. I found myself not thinking of W as much as before now. It is a good thing. Whatever that feelings are, I let myself feel that, then move on.
Weekend is finally here....got to get out and enjoy. We are heading to the playground...how about you?
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!
Hi, thanks for posting to me. You sound like you have hit the lowest and you are slowly coming back up for air. Once you get some speed, you will soon come up"to surface"... Stay away from drama. It usually sucks us all back in easily. We are vulnerable at this time. Stay strong, xxx K
Hi K Thanks for the advices... Stay away from the drama.....so true...!! I hope I hit lowest point already. I can't imagine if I haven't.....!!
Hi V I am glad that crack a smile for you....anytime, my friend.
Journal... W and MIL should be on their way to ATL. I hope they do come this time. S misses them. For me, it doesn't really matter. They are just house guests. I will just go with the flow.....no drama...!! Just make sure my S will have the best time while they are here. That's all it matters. Everything else is not important anymore....!!!
Actually I am glad MIL comes too. She could be a good buffer between me and W, not that we need it. I think it will be good.
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!
W and MIL came in last night. S was really happy to see them. He tried so hard to stay awake last night.
Overall, last night was good. They are really house guests now. I just have no feelings toward her at all now. It is just sad to say. I am not sure when they are leaving but who cares. My boy is having a good time with them.
Let's see what happen...
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!
