Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Not sure how you feel about my stich and not sure if should matter, but I want you to know that YOUR posts have helped me. Thank you for that and glad to have you back and posting good stuff once again.
I still mess up, and this stuff is hard. It helps to find people here who understand, have compassion and even make some of the same mistakes. Today I did something to annoy my H, because he called his ow (whom he was on the phone with right in front of me) 'sweety' and I was about to stick my finger in my mouth when I noticed my D10 could see me, and I stopped dead in my tracks, knowing that it was too late. H was angry at me for it. He left angry. I am the fool who then apologises and even tries to bring across a point to him about it having hurt to hear him call the ow that right infront of me, but then found myself in the 'I think, no I think' battle. We each see this all from our own point in life and right now, many of us LBS's are in a totally different place to our MLC spouses....which makes many many conversations virtually impossible. I should have known this after nearly 3 years of this, but somehow I still seem to make the mistake of thinking one of these days H will understand me and maybe even agree. What a fool I am.
Anyway, long story short, thank you for having been the type of person to say it like it is and yet have a caring character that has helped so many of us, come to terms with things.
Glad you're back. Take care
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
