well, I just had a conviction today. I was picking up s4 from the drop off daycare, and I just had an overwhelming feeling that I'm not doing the right thing. I had taken on another job, working on commission only, and it basically had me scheduling sporatic meetings thru the week, and so I was running s4 here and there to work them in. I feel bad, because they are such nice people, but it was the most recent thing I added in my life, and it is the one that I wasn't getting paid on. So, I am relieved.
I also missed a thing for s10 this morning he told me about the other day, but I didn't schedule it in, so I forgot and he was disappointed. He had a 4 line speech to give. I told him I really wanted to go and just totally forgot and I was sorry. He was okay and forgave me.
bad mother I am being! at least I know that I need to devote more time to them, now I need to act on it.
plus, my h is coming home tonight...or he was suppose to... now he's coming back in the morning. which is okay. this is the wrong time of month for him to come back, sooooo TMI!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
now he's coming back in the morning. which is okay. this is the wrong time of month for him to come back, sooooo TMI!
