No offense to anyone here, certainly not our dear LIS, as I've been doing this on his thread too recently, but looking back over these posts just now, I see WAY too many "she", "she", "she"; "her", "her", "her."

OK, we will all STIPULATE that she's lost, crazy, nutso, botz, certifiable and childish right now. The question is, what are you going to DO about it? What is working that you can continue, what is NOT working that you can change, and what is your PLAN for the next day, week and month?

I think you're still REACTING to her mostly.

Puppy