I am beginning to question my sanity. I am wondering why I keep hanging in there.
You are standing for what you believe in. Remember YOU are the rational and sane one who has their feet firmly on the ground. Yes it is a much more difficult road to travel, but your never alone. Keep the faith.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Well, I did stay in, but I ate chocolate instead of cookies. And (this is a sure sign of getting old) was asleep before the ball dropped!!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
After doing a quick scan of the "archives", I do believe you have answered your own question.
I am fab today...looking forward to a peaceful night, thinking about buying a good book, hunkering down w/ milk and cookies (oh Lord did I just say that??? I am getting old...) and enjoying a night by myself
What happened to going out and dancing on New Year's???
Oh yeah...I turned 40...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Lola You are doing great and hang on to your sense of humour you're going to need it! :-) Yes throwing himself into work is how your H is avoiding other feelings and things he doesn't want to think about. My H was off sick for a lot of the time and threw himself into helping out in an antiques shop! He was never paid for any of it and was there nearly every day. Thanks for the good wishes for the op and I will hopefully catch up with you all afterwards.
I did make it to midnight New Year time...lol! Honestly, though, it really didn't bother me. I figure it was going to turn 2009 whether I was awake or not!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..