It is very natural to have those feelings still lingering. And they may be there for years to come - every holiday, every special moment in D's life. You are doing great trying to move on. Hope your date on Sunday with IL40 goes well.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
What a lucky guy!!! (remember the Roger Rabbit like where it was "what a lucky girl", Jessica, for having Roger? I always thought it was hilarious) Enjoy, K