I don't really Know Tal.. I have not seen her much. I am sure she is feeling the "one parent".. "time consuming" thing. I do know it is hard for me to stay away.. I mean I have seen her everyday but like yesterday it was only for about 1/2 hour. I will be going over later today I need to drop off my dirty laundery and pick up some clean clothes. I do think this had been good for me. It is making our Dinner date more special. I know I do it to myself but being around her sometimes I take too many things personal and then it puts me into a mood. SO If I can keep away until Saturday then We are going out for our x mas tree durring the day and then that night is dinner... I am going to e-mail ya in a little bit. I have something to tell ya
Later Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
I have no Idea what I am doing. I guess in a way I am disconnecting...I do not know what affect it is having on my W but I know it is making me desire her more.. I mean the dates we went on in the past were.... well... Kind of like going together somewhere..... This is more like a real date... I am kind of living my own life right now and she is living hers.. I mean I went shopping for some shoes this afternoon.. I made my own decisions about what I was going to do and when I was going to do it. No worries about watching son. Or if w needed to go somewhere and I needed to watch him. I have been my own person this week... When I did stop by "wife’s house" this afternoon I showed her the shoes I got. She was actually interested.. Then a order of candy form my son's school came in and she asked if I could take it to her mom's house because her mom missed me....I said sure after I go see my mom I will stop by her house..
Well it’s almost FRIDAY.... I may go out....
Later Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way
Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today And then one day you find ten years have got behind you No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but its sinking And racing around to come up behind you again The sun is the same in the relative way, but youre older Shorter of breath and one day closer to death Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way The time is gone, the song is over, thought Id something more to say
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>( BUT ) <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Home, home again I like to be here when I can And when I come home cold and tired Its good to warm my bones beside the fire Far away across the field The tolling of the iron bell Calls the faithful to their knees To hear the softly spoken magic spells.
Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
well, no matter how much time she puts into this class, it has to be over soon.
The class or our marriage?
Don't get me wrong Sara... All in All we are so much in a better place then we were last year. I don't know what she would have done if I had put my hand on her leg last year... I meet with my Mom's doctor tomorrow. I am hoping she will be coming home on Friday. If so I am going to see if my sister can stay with her this weekend so I can go home.
Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
