I think I want to change my title to I am drowning in Soap Suds. Cause that is how I feel right now. Or sinking in quick sand. Or like the wicked witch I melting.....
Wow, Hope has gone dark on us. She must be busy at work. you know what, i really am beginning to think we all need a weekend away. It was fun sounding, but it's beginning to seem almost necessary. Where we can all let off some steam with out the pressure. Too bad it might be a little wierd all of us actually meeting in person.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Hey MT-let me ask you something. Do you feel like you are spinning wheels and going nowhere? I have been really feeling like I should be DOING something, saying something to him to try to make this better but I know that this is not exactly a normal sitch and it will probably just make things worse. Damn MLC, did I mention I hate this too.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Well I got my Dad's football picks so then I had to call H, he was in the engine room and it was loud so he said he would call me back, he didn't sound like he was upset said he would call me back in a bit. I know I did the right thing, it just feels so wrong.
Oh, Kel I so understand, at lest we have seen photos of each other, so we know what we all look like! LOL. Yes, Hope...Hope... Where for art though Hope? Yeah I feel like I am going backwards right now, I hope that he isn't gone, but my friend here at work and Tiff, said I had to do it. The roses are too big of a thing to overlook, especially when he tells me that he figures she knows he wants to work on us....His actions are not showing me that. I don't believe any of what he says, only 1/2 of what he does.
I tell him, I told you I am not going to share, H says fine I will be out of here tonight. I said I don't want you to leave, but I can't do this.
MT35, you're trying too hard to scratch thru a brick wall with a toothpick. Your H will stay in your home and you will keep sharing him with ow unless you gain your strength and enforce your boundary. Take your power back.
Football last night sucked but the Packers got what they deserved.
(((((((((MT35))))))))
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Wow, WCW the brick wall thing. I was actually trying to explain that to someone last night and I kept picturing the brick wall in my mind but couldn't figure out what I was digging at it with that wasn't working. So I didn't say it at all. Thanks.
Yes, MT I do agree you had to say it. I also think he hasn't been honest with either of you to a point. H saying he thinks she knows, means he hasn't been honest with her. He is assuming that she is assuming that is what he is doing. And yes the roses were a big deal.
And yes we know what each other looks like so that won't be a surprise. I think to a great extent we also have a really good idea of each other's true personalities since we are so naked on here. Now I"m getting scared LOL.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Thanks WC- I know I need to be strong, this is the hardest thing I have ever done. I have to keep trying. I wish I could do what I tell others to do. Much harder when you have to do it yourself!
Yeah at first the game was good, then it just got ugly, not ugly like KC but still ugly!
