Thank you carpenter and jwm and sugar and peace. There is definitely hope. NEVER give up hope, and don't listen to anyone that tells you to.
Sara- You are right. I'm working on it. I think I am slowly starting to and it is why I am feeling the happiness so strongly lately. But, I am working on it. Thank you for stopping by. You know how much you mean to me.
That was lovely and heart warming journaling. My story is so like yours but I am in a very different place than you.
I can see that i have made huge changes in my personality, H does not see, nor does he see what can come from such despair and that is a stronger than before M.
You are the success story I hold dear. Thank you for keeping posting. i pray that I to will be in your shoes.
Mof3- I've been keeping my eye on you. You've had some good words sent your way, and are in good hands. The biggest thing......time......you have to have patience. Just keep working on you.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." -- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Just checking in on you I don't know why I know you are doing fine.
The first thing I see is
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 I was reading that very passage last night wierd
I like the New Living Translation version especially for verse 7 "Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures through every circumstance"
Best wishes WDID - keeping you in my prayers, now its back to the laundry
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D7, D7, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08
Thank you. Today I saw the slightest of slightest move forward. It was a work question emailed by H ( but not necessary ). A little reach out - I hope. I will keep working on me and that is the best I can do right now.
Hey wdid, I just remembered a web-site I use to go to prior to finding DB land - you may be interested in it - I found some useful information and links at this site - I'm not saying you need anything, I thought some of the stories very informative
Please don't ever stop checking on me, Jeff. It means a lot for you to stop by and say something when you are going through all that you are. You are such a good man.
I hesitated to post what I did because of the pain so many are going through, but you guys have been here with me through it all and I wanted to share it with you. Only you guys know where I started when I first got here and know my whole story. You guys understand what we've been through. In fact, no one in my real life even know the whole story...except my husband.
I checked out that website. Thank you so much. I'll be using it. And, are you kidding me? Of course I need it.....the work never ends.......
WDID there is a new poster here named CaroleC who I think could really use your input if you wouldn't mind checking it out.
As always, you are truly a gift to us. ((((Hugs)))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
wierd