I never said my ex was a b&tch. She may be a bit loco or have a screw loose but she isn't that. She has always tried to be kind in a crazy sort of way. She never cheated on me and simply just left....
The reality is that every situation is unique. We all have different realities and challenges. It's called life
Physically, she is petite with very large boobs. I don't know how that happens, no fair!
Silicon.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
This is my new philosophy, hope I can really act like this:
I just want to celebrate another day of livin' I just want to celebrate another day of life I put my faith in the people But the people let me down So I turned the other way And I carry on, anyhow That's why I'm telling you
I just want to celebrate, yeah, yeah I just want to celebrate, yeah, yeah Another day of living, I just want to celebrate another day of life
Had my hand on the dollar bill And the dollar bill blew away But the sun is shining down on me And it's here to stay That's why I'm telling you
I just want to celebrate, yeah, yeah Another day of living, yeah I just want to celebrate another day of living I just want to celebrate another day of life
Don't let it all get you down, Don't let it turn you around and around And around and around
Well, I can't be bothered with sorrow And I can't be bothered with hate, no, no I'm using up my time by feeling fine, every day That's why I'm telling you I just want to celebrate Aw, yeah I just want to celebrate yeah yeah Another day of living, yeah yeah I just want to celebrate another day of livin', yeah I just want to celebrate another day of life
Don't let it all get you down, no, no Don't let it turn you around and around, And around and around, and around Around round round 'round and around round round round don't go 'round
I don't plan to post anymore for the near future unless something significant happens. Not a microscopic baby step. I will read if anyone posts to me, and I will post to others. But if nothing is new, I don't really have a need to post, I figure.
Also, I know you are all here to help me, but it does not lift my PMA to hear about OW and her boobs. For the record, they are not silicone, I have seen them fairly well exposed a number of times due to the low cut tops she wears and they are real. But anyway, talking about her, period, does nothing positive for me. I don't even think she is in the picture right now, but I could be wrong.But I think no sense dwelling on her. I only posted about her in reference to the question of what attracted H to her...
Thanks for all the help. I appreciate the care, concern, and support. Next time you hear me post I will either be a step closer to divorce or piecing...........
Before I forget, I'll jump on the don't blame BBJ bandwagon, too!
It almost sounds like he didn't (doesn't?) want to grow up, to me. Going out drinking after work..... well, once you've got kids, and you are trying to work a second business (farming to boot!) it doesn't seem very likely, to me! Looking for an OW because your W is actually taking care of the kids, when maybe, just maybe, you could actually HELP her take care of the kids? Having an affair when your kid is a month old? If I remember right, I was as tired as W was at that point, who could have the energy to have an A? I'm just saying, the list of "complaints" are more about his flaws than yours, in my opinion!
