No news today which in our case is not good news. But I am still hoping something will change.
I am OK with my xH being ... his usual self. Just realised, this is what he has been doing all the time we were together. I could never lean on him or expect him to get out of his comfort zone to do anything for me or our kids. He called to find out what I "did with the kids". "Gave them for adoption" I replied. he didnt think it was funny. I thought it was...
I am learning everyday. I want more. I want everything. I am selfish, I am difficult, I am me. I like hearing what CEO told Lisa in February. I like feeling appreciated, cherished, supported, loved, wanted, desired, cared for. Too much? Maybe. That's what I want. (I also like Hermes' handbags but that's another story). And you know what? That's what I can offer also...
I am so sorry about your dad! Please know that he is still in my prayers, as are you, H, and the children.
I have to admit, I LOL at the putting the kids up for adoption comment. On more than one occasion, when someone has asked where my kids are, I tell them that I sold them at a charity auction, and not to worry, as i got a good price, too.
Try not to lock this thread so fast, so I do not lose you again!
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7