So sorry to hear that your little one got stiches, but the bright side is that she'll have plenty to tell her little friends about and they do love that!
Sorry that things with your husband are still getting to you. They will while he's still coming and going and sucking you back into the drama. Once he's out, and you won't have these constant reminders, (like with the phone) you won't be left to wonder what he might be up to, and your life will become so much easier. Seeing the *67 when you make a call is a constant reminder of what he has become.
You're going to be just fine. You are too strong and dtermined to be anything else.
kat, I joined the alternate universe. Haven't introduced myself yet though.
Beth, yes, him coming and going, (and basically staying) is hard. I would be so much better NOT seeing him everyday. Very true.
Saw OW's H at pizza day at school today. OW never goes on that day, because its always been the day I am up there. But OW's H was very nice, happy to see me, told me I looked great. He must have a thang for track pants and hats. lol All in all, nice guy.
Small R talk with H while cleaning up the backyard today. He basically mentioned how fast Oct 16th is coming up, and I said something like "For the record, we could have worked". He countered with "You would never trust me again, I couldn't live like that". I told him that he wasn't 'back'. If he was back, I could begin to build trust. We ended up a peaceful note. Just working things out in our heads. Sometimes, I am in awe just at how 'done' he really is. Aw well. All in a day.
Keeping an eye on my lower ride tummy region. Having on and off sharp pains today (and last night, come to think of it). Feel a bit...off....
You're still in pain? That doesn't sound so good. Whatcha gonna do about it... huh huh?
Isn't it strange how our feelings go from "Please please please.." to "Ohh, puhleeze"? Man I hate this crap. Then again, I thought I couldn't survive without him in my life.
October 16th, huh? How do you view the upcoming date? I know our lawyers are working on reaching a settlement before November trial date. I am emotionally done.
What your husband said is interesting.. "You would never trust me again, I couldn't live like that" Sounds like he's doing your thinking for you and projecting blame. Go figure.
What your husband said is interesting.. "You would never trust me again, I couldn't live like that" Sounds like he's doing your thinking for you and projecting blame.
That sounds kinda familiar....and I agree with Gypsy.
How are you today?
(((((((lwb)))))))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
lwb, first I want to say that if the pain does not go away, please please please go get it checked out. I am NOT trying to scare at all, but that is how I found my cancer. Now I am not saying that that is what it is by any means, but chronic pain is your body's way of telling you something is wrong. DO NOT ignore it.
Now, on to your H. WTH?? You were sitting there telling him that you guys could work out and he turns it back on you why it wont work out. Sounds like he still has some growing to do. Come out with me and will GAL together. Chin up.
Bye the way, I am a martini girl...every been to Bailey's Chocolate Bar? YUMMMMM!!!!
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
