Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I love my BFF Rose but she makes me listen to rap music in the morning.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I don't think so...it makes me want to jump out of the speeding car...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I could live with that. What I really hate is that gansta rap crap. Makes my skin crawl...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
This has been such an emotional seven days. I can't even begin to explain. Between the car repo, the bankruptcy appointment today, and the finality of it all, I am so tired. And through it all, my darling H has been the man I married. Sweet, checking up on me, supportive. It amazes me that I have seen this side of him again. He drove me to work twice last week. BFF Rose is going to loan me her H's car, but the battery is dead, so I need to get a new one, and called H to help. He was working, but he called me the next day to make sure I was okay.
On Friday it was my Dad's bday. My nephew was also born Friday morning. I sent texts to friends and family, even H, and he asked for Dad's email He told me today he apologized to my father for everything.
Today was the BK appointment. I thought H was going to be furious. But he held his ground. I was the one who lost it, crying in the paralegal's office. When H dropped me off, he held on to me and told me it would be okay, "we" would get through this. This is the first time I have heard him say this in a year. Then he called to check on me about an hour later, asking if I was okay, using some bill he got as an excuse.
We have talked almost every day in one form or another. It has been great. I am afraid to get my hopes up, and yet it feels like this is all coming to a head. I am not sure what is going to happen from here. All I know is that I am completely exhausted.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Maybe it will give you some peep in your step first thing in the morning...lol.