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((((Ali)))) (((((Handsome))))

Jeff- I'm not much liking the ocean either. You know it's just because you're not here to talk number and graphs with me ;). Start swimming!!

Al- yes, we will go for a meal, but Austin and I will arrange it to go when we want to and see if CEO can make it. I mentioned it to him earlier as I was leaving work, and he said it sounded like fun and would Austine bring her bottom (he says she has a nice one, which she does). Then we'll have to see what happens. He might have a drink or not (he doesn't usually drink much). Like you Austin thinks CEO is my destiny....

I guess what's horrible about it is feeling tense like this at work, him being my boss, not knowing whether he's playing or not, and that I never in a million years imagined having these kinds of thoughts about someone other than H. I love H, and before he left he was the most loving, kind, sweet guy you'd ever meet. So thoughtful and our life was so peaceful. So my patience is wearing thin, but my love isn't. It IS sad.

I had a nice chat with CEO before leaving work- he needed to send a couple of e-mails so I helped with that. Then I teased him a little about drinking pineapple juice on Friday night, and he came over to explain to me why he doesn't drink. Not that I really care- I hardly drink much (unless I'm out with H). Although if he did get drunk maybe I'd know what was in his mind. Anyway, there was no flirting. As I was walking back to the tube station he caught up with me and called out to me, teasing me about being a slow walker.

Man, I wish H would do something amazing and CEO would be annoying and mean.

((((guys))))

L. xx

My Lady,

EVERYTHING happens for a reason. We just find out what the reason was much later than we should. Or maybe..., we find out right when we should...? Hmmmm, let me think about that for a second...
S

He is SOOOO ready for you, willing and able. He is no fool. He has petience.
Have a regular reality check from now on. What you "see" maybe different than what you would get in the end, (if and when...)

Jeff, you better use a boat...

I think it will have to be a plane! A boat is too slow. It seems the big chin can only repel for so long!

((((Sunshine, Handsome)))) (thought you might like to snuggle up together in that hug there!)

Sunshine, I assume you mean that CEO (and not H?!) is ready for me and patient. LOL. I think I get what you're saying- options open and no assumptions? It seems like a good way to handle the ambiguity of the situation.

Handsome, if you're getting on a plane I'd better get down to Heathrow right now, or at least get my socks off. So exciting Your observation about him not wanting to get rejected is interesting and probably true- I've been asked out by a few guys over the past year and I guess I've been a little scathing about them. I should stop doing that.

What's all this big chin talk? His chin is perfect! LMAO at my own sarcastic joke!

How are you guys? Hope you've had good days?

L. xx

I am fine Lisa. Sometimes I think I am trying to move forward too fast to avoid the pain and then I ...stop. And guess what? NO MORE PAIN!!!! I thought it would never stop. Still sad sometimes. But NO pain.No regrets. No guilt... Better than expected.

Plus, I maybe looking at some interesting ...chins this winter. Who knows?
Life is an adventure. I thought I was going to settle now. Nope!! Here we go again...

I'm really intrigued by the chin now!! Is it too long? Is it too wide?

I know I keep picturing the muppet Guy Smiley from Seasame Street

Hahaha! Thats hilarious Jen! That muppet is kinda attractive though... I LOVE the muppets, my favourite all time programme. Lisa, you said his chin was a bit Clarke Kent didnt you??

But if CEO has a bum chin? I like bum chins

Chins can be...useful girls, think about it...

Oh dear!! I soooo need my batteries...