Thanks Michelle!! It just came to me...I was doing the song, and thought I would rather do a prayer. That is the one I looked for!!!
I just want to be able to give back a little, that's all, I don't think it is anything spectacular. You all have helped me so much, and I wouldn't be here, making progress if you weren't for you! So now its my turn to be able to give a little back.
How are you doing???
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I'm hanging on. I spent over 19 hours straight (from 12:30 yesterday afternoon until 7:30 this morning) working on the high school football program with my cousin at her office. She and I and another of our friends. AWFUL!!!!!!!! I slept 6 hours when I got home.
Really wanted to go out tonight but can't find anyone to go with. I really think I'm going to suck it up and just go out alone. I am scared to do that though. Makes me feel like a pathetic loser.
You are an inspiration to so many here. You are handling yourself with poise and dignity with lots of humor thrown in. That's perfect!
I'm off to find something to do. Have a wonderful night!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
I'm here, just ghosting. Been cleaning the bathroom, laundry, stuff like that...actually slept til about 11:30...lol
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Actually I am having a really rough day. My BFF Rose is ticked off at me, I miss my H, and my XH is a big jerk.
I have spent the day alone trying to organize all the paperwork for the bankruptcy.
Right now I am at a low moment and wondering why the hell I am hanging on.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I just keep getting the feeling I am letting people down. Every time I get to a point where I am actually starting to feel better, its like everyone around me decides oh okay today is the day we are going to make her feel like crap. Its time to knock her down a notch or two. She is too full of herself. Well, it worked.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
