I don't know, maybe I am finally starting to heal. All I know is that I don't hurt much anymore. I can finally concentrate on other things besides H. I still want my marriage to work, but I also don't feel like my life depends on it anymore. I hate that there has been NC since he was over a week ago, and we had such a great visit, but I have not felt the need to pursue him either, although I did send him an email today reminding him I get paid tomorrow so I can give him money towards the health insurance. It was forwarded with a funny joke that I thought he would appreciate, but nothing else.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Here is a question. My office is having an end of the summer party which is a football game and one of the tailgate parties...food beer that sort of thing. I would like to ask H if he wants to go, without coming across as a "date date." I don't know if it is too soon or not.
Input?
Last edited by LolaL; 08/25/0805:14 PM.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I guess that is the question. I want to invite him, no he doesn't know anyone I work with, and if he declined I am sure I would be hurt, but I would go anyway. I guess I am more afraid that I will be overstepping my boundaries right now. But on the other hand, it is football. It would be in a group of people so it's not like we would be spending time alone together, and he could meet new people.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
