Just an update... the weekend was lovely... good medicine. I've also upped my meds and have decided to tackle the 2nd phase of my continued education.
The H and that whole sitch, I've decided to just put it "away". Can't do it right now... he's not coming around... isn't going to until he hits head first into the wall. The gold digging parasite has him wrapped firmly around her finger and so that's that. What's that saying... that which controls their dopamine, controls the man? Well... I think you get the idea.
Time to take care of me, and my GAL... there's no way to know if, or when he'll grow his brain back. I'm pleasant,.... left the door opened a slight tiny 1/8th of an inch and until he grows a brain I'm simply "done" making myself sick over this.
I wish things could be different... I know what has to be "IN" my H in order for him and I together again. Its all now in a higher powers' hands.
Abbey
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
