I never did get a response back from him...oh well. It was too late gor him to come over anyway.
Had a weird/funny dream... H was at my place (much bigger beautiful place in the dream) and he said something about staying with a female friend and I blew up screaming and yelling then in the dream I remembered DR and just stopped yelling and walked away and started singing "It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood" from Mr. Rogers. H started laughing then told me sorry, it's not true just wanted to see what my reaction might be. LMAO - I think watching Enchanted and then chatting on DB late at night leads to crazy dreams!!!!
ROFLMAO!!! Isn't it amazing what kind of tricks our minds play with us???
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I know it's hard not to reach out to him. And God knows I suck at going dim or dark but I know it works and have seen many on here succeed with it. His curiosity will get the better of him and then he'll call. (Latin men are more stubborn too so remember that)
Sorry you're sick but you will be fine.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
