You can read the long drawn out post in my other thread. I am sorry I have started 2. I am confusing myself. I am going to have to figure out how to fix this? It is in my signature! Thanks for your concern. Ali
Ok , so I am feeling somewhat better. I look great and my hair is even cooperating. We will see how this goes tonite. No pressure just easy, relaxed and confident.
My H was outside drinking again with the crew. Oh well. I got dolled up and made sure he noticed. Later when he finally came to bed. he was laying there playing our D10 PSP ( video game). * eyes rolling* I smiled. I straddled over him. He was laying on his stomach. I kissed his neck and then layed down. I then lay next to him and let him know I was available. Within minutes he *&^%%@@^>. So I am getting this more and more. Feel like an idiot now and again but I can do this.
I think I am going to add one positive thing he has done for me that day or in the past for these next 3 weeks. I need that for me to keep going. To stop trying so hard and to stop feeling negative and like he doesnt really love me all that much.
I really feel like I miss him and he is right here. Like I feel needy and hungry for him to give me attention and touch me ....not just sex.
Thanks Poet~ I am gald to see you are getting great advice now from Puppy too. Sheesh you sure are blessed. I will keep checking in on you. I may not always post but I am always reading along. ~Ali
