Wow! Great post. You sound unstuck, a hard thing to do after what you've been through Congrats! Have a wonderful happy shiny summer with H and the kiddies.
It is great to hear that things are going so well for you. You have certainly weathered the storm. Congrats!
I just wanted to stop and check on you. Glad to see that it is all good. Little update on me... the D is final.. and I have a new love... Life is Good. Hopefully, it will continue to be so.
as always thanks for stopping by folks, always nice to check in and see that you've had visitors.
jw, sorry that it has come to d for you but I know that you will be just fine...it's been a long journey for you but you've grown alot from it...let that keep you up!
ok so to continue with the positive...
it almost seems sureal...
things are still going very well round here..
last night we went out to pick up the ring I had made from the pearl I got at epcot (directly from the oyster, they banged the gong and everthing it's a pretty silver one) when I got it and put it on my hand h looked at it and then kissed me on the cheek. got a new band for his watch and then stopped by victoria secret to let him spend a gift cert I had gotten a while back....
then to dinner...we even shared dessert! it was gooooooood!
then to home depot to get some storage containers for the pool stuff...I noticed a price listing for one of the sheds h had been interested at another home depot that didn't list the prices..h came over and stood real close behind me looking at the listings (that was nice...don't remember the last time we stood so close and I felt nice about it like that)
1. h was talkative!! a regular chatter box actually
2. h kissed my cheek and stood close by, put his arm around me while we walked and that yucky question of "was he like this with ow" wasn't there so I just enjoyed!
3. we cuddled all night. been noticing lately that h is always draped near me in some way while sleeping, even if it's just his foot touching my leg, most often his head is on my pillow.
4. h took son this am to pick up the bob cat to get some more work done in the yard..he called to let me know they were on their way home and was chatty and also let me know he was bringing home donuts...expressed that they weren't krispy kremes but maybe they'll do the trick.
5. I feel good about myself today...would be happier if I lost 5lbs but hey I think I look pretty damn good for a young mother of two!! (I think h thinks so too!)
Just wanted to say that I'm really happy for you and the way things are looking for you and H at the moment - long may it continue!
You've also inspired me to go now and write a list of the positives in my own life - I've been neglecting spotting for the baby steps, too - so I can do that as well!
I'm glad you're feeling happy - have a great rest of the weekend...
All the best Mel
It's time to live, it's time to love, it's time to do what's afraid of
It's time to breathe, time to relieve, it's time to shine
LL..things sound so peaceful for you...you have been on a long ride..I think I "met" you last year at this time...wow..look at what a difference a year makes!!!
Congrats! Have a wonderful happy shiny summer with H and the kiddies.