you are sowing a seed of doubt in my mind...helping with the pool bad idea..."too soon, too quick!" see i second guess myself all too much, when i am at work, have a pt...see something going wrong...i would never do this...i am on my game...like you, i am well respected in my unit, the docs love me, my colleagues love me, the patients love me, and the bosses love me....when it comes to making decisions like this...i ain't worth a poo-paw!!
oh FG, it's time to put this day to rest...thanks for the support and encouragement....as usual you rock!
thanks for all you do for me christa
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"
"convince him of which decision...begin again...or the pool?"
You are killing me over here!! I Love ya.. but you are killing me.
He does not know.. Me and you are starting over. He should have known we were starting over when you did the deed. He does not need to know.. where we are. Now.. keep in mind.. I love ya for the change you made. This.. your WA was all about a change. You needed it. I needed it. He needed it. Somewhere in all this.. Somebody is going to be happy. I already am. So that leaves you and him. Right now.. your decision.. is all about the pool.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
the pool...48,72, hr rule..still debating pros - cons...again, me picking up pieces...i do not want to hurt his ego by saying i looked stuff up on the net stating you do not have to buy a new liner or new pump...it just needs a really good cleaning...i don't think that will fly too well....net also had other suggestions...back to rock and hard place....still thinking....reeling it over in my brain...why is he asking me now?
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"
