Well, we didn't talk all yesterday. Which is pretty much a first. I think we had talked every day since the day we met. But I texted him a little bit ago. And we talked for quite a while. Even threw around some possible weekends to get together later this summer!
No word from H. I wonder if he's bothered to do anything with the papers. I'm tempted to ask him.
I think I'm gonna go have dinner with my folks tonight and then hit the gym.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Hi (((Michelle))) How are you doing??? And I cannot seem to figure out who is sending good night messages?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
That was going to be the earliest possible weekend. So, now it's gonna be at least the second weekend of August before we can see each other I guess. I wanna throw a temper tantrum.
Lola: pic 1 and pic 2 He seems to have acquired the nickname Hot Guy. Justifiably in my opinion lol. He lives a little over two hours away from me, plus he'll be doing training down in southern california this summer (putting him at five hours away) til September.
We texted a little more last night. I sent him a message telling him about my activation dates and we chatted for a couple minutes.
I'm feeling my workout a bit this AM. It feels good lol. I'm gonna go to aikido tonight and/or tomorrow too. Time to get my butt back in shape lol.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Funny..who'd have thought you'd have a new romance on the go some weeks back, when you were DBing H, god, none of us saw that coming round the corner...did you!?? Just goes to show doesnt it. So, H hasnt been in touch at all?? Would it have got back to him through your mutual friends (the ones that used to tell you about him and ow and stuff) that you are texting HotBod???
I'm happy for you, you sound so 'radiant' in your posts these days!
Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
It is more than just having him texting me though...it's me letting go, getting rid of H's presence, rearranging the furniture, just feeling like I'm in a new place. Plus working out again has definitely boosted my PMA. And being out of school this month is definitely giving me some much needed time for myself.
Oh, I don't think I ever actually said this. But I took my rings off before I left for SIL's graduation and haven't put them back on since.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Sounds we are both slowly getting rid of the "emotional baggage". I am happy for you Michelle. You deserve better. As my boss tells me "you can't keep requesting something from somebody that does not have it, it doesn't matter how you ask, you are still not going to get it..." Love K
Amusingly enough, H is talking to one of our friends. He failed a bunch of classes and got kicked out of school. He's also losing his job because it's a student position and he can't stay now that he is no longer a student. He's trying to find another job so he can pay rent, since apparently his deployment isn't happening in August, but rather in November or December.
Is he ever gonna hit bottom???????
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I wanna throw a temper tantrum.