Yes, life is short. One reason why am I fighting with the waiting. I feel like many months of the last year have been wasted for me.
I have postponed graduating, the Bar exam, buying a house, my trip to Ireland (which was always going to be after the Bar)...I have gone through periods of celibacy which stretched longer than even when my H was deployed and thousands upon thousands of miles away from me.
And I wonder why I sit around and wait? Why I am even bothering to keep giving him chances that he doesn't really do anything with??? Life is too short to sit around for another year.....
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Good for you! August 12th is the 25 meter target! Then the bar exam and then....? I can relate to your celibacy. On my last encounter, the World Trade Centers were still part of the Manhtten Sky Line, and Saddam Hussein was firmly in control of this enchanted land. I hope it's like riding a bicycle....
(another phrase to make me feel old! Or ripe! Thanks Sugar!)
Your not old, just better...how bout that?
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
On my last encounter, the World Trade Centers were still part of the Manhtten Sky Line, and Saddam Hussein was firmly in control of this enchanted land. I hope it's like riding a bicycle....
FLTC its just like that...
Ok Jeff, would you prefer the sex talk?
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK