I kept saying that today was a weird day. A lot was going on today in peoples lives. Especially CBK. I feel really bad for him, but what happened was for the better.
Tonite I took D11, S14 and one of his friends to Dave and Busters. WW and D6 were gonna go, but D6 was asleep when we got home and WW was really trying to get out of going. Super tired. I said I would take them. I sat the bar and had the beers that I had been craving. Watched some basketball. Had a good time. Hard to see all the couples having fun together.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
Felt good. Played some games with D11. I really love how close we have become.
This morning, WW let all the puppies loose in the house. Like a stampede of elk. Seven puppies. WW and I are just watching and enjoying. They always attack her. D's wake up because of the commotion. D6 sees me and runs to me. "Daddy, I missed you!" I missed you too! Big hugs. Puppies are attacking everyone.
I LOVE THIS STUFF.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
Hey buddy - thanks for stopping by last night. I am amazed at what I could not handle, you are such a pillar of strength in your R, not sure how you are doing it. Especially with those little events with D hugging you, puppies running all over the place, I would tear up everytime!
Sounds like you are slowly getting to a better place, don't do what I did, I obsessed way too much about OM and WAW and that was my downfall. I have a huge uphill battle, but in some ways, this has grounded me better.
Be well - also, gotta love my Lakers - let's hope for the match up!
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09
Seeing how you are doing. Things seem to be going fairly well. I see you applying many of the DR methods and they seem to be doing wonders. Baby steps. Look forward to hearing how the rest of your weekend went.