Perhaps. It is really hard to say. But I think I feel different. Not radically different, just different.
I am also feeling more like this has to get resolved sooner rather than later. Though I haven't defined what that means. But, I know that I am not going to do this for another three years. Or even two. Maybe one, if I knew that she was committed to trying. So that's the question, or the problem.
I think that could well be a topic for the C this Friday.
Sounds like a goal in the making. You sound so much stronger and more confident. You are starting to decide what you do and don't want and what you will and won't settle for.
Good for you Jeff, I'm excited to get to watch your progress.
Keep up the good work. Corey
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
I didn't mean to say that's all there is to your "change" & new attitude, don't get me wrong.
I know that stepping out of your comfort zone no matter how much you hate it, is difficult, but when you remain in it, it soon becomes a vicious circle. I think that's what has been happening with you and your W and your M. The kids, timing, work... We all know the drill as FG I think once told me. I think you are now testing the waters to step out of this circle. It takes guts, courage but it can't go wrong.
(((((S&S))))) (((((Kalni))))) I understood what you meant! I think I finally realized the circle I was stuck in, and knew I needed a kick ot get out of it. Which led to the C and the ADs. Which are helping to lead to a new attitude. I'm not anywhere close to unstuck yet, but I am starting to dig out. And that is progress, for sure!
