Since most of you are up (FG I am watching you),I have one minor thing to report. It's no fun sharing anything with "snoring" friends (except Stella, the rest in my time zone were not around today, ALI?)
Yesterday I sent the email to H from my work account. I didn't not check it from home, today when I got here I had a reply : "thanks!!! I am really lost though, worse than ever!!".
It's not what he said, it's that he did reply. It's the 2nd time since the bomb (even before that, all my begging mails were left with no single word as a reply) he answers my emails. It felt... different.
I like it when you give me info based on astrology, I just didn't like what the link said. Somehow I thought it sounded bad. His decisions may be revised again later this year? Scary!!!!
And he is coming back either on the 22,23 June or 30 June. July 4th sounds just about right for a discussion, don't you think?
So I decided I can live with where I am now if it means I get the chance to be where YOU are now, at a later date? If I felt that my H wanted to come home, I would be thrilled. Even if your H doesn't know if he can make it happen, it is what he WANTS. And that is half the battle.....glad he answered your e-mail and shared his feelings with you about being lost.
Hello! Well, its still 22 degrees here and not a cloud in the sky, so I've been at the beach and then for a cycle ride (its a hard life!).
I've been thinking about your H...its a New Moon in Gemini soon (so a new start for him) followed by this Mercury stuff in Gemini, right on his Sun. It doesnt necessarily mean that he will reverse any decisions made, or even arrive at one! But the Mercury retorgrade is certainly a time to stop, think and go over the past. Its all the Re- words.. rewind, revise, rethink, redo, rework, its a chance to go back and rethink the past, so it is hugely positive that he has decided to do this just as Mercury is Retrograding in Gemini.
I've been reading the "sun sign" columns in the weeklies (even I'm not immune to those!) and one of my favourites said for Pisces "do not fear, a new love or a past love is due to enter you life at the end of June..."
Well, you got to take these things with a pinch of salt, but LETS HOPE SO !! For both of us hey...
Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
My dad is home. In bed, hurting but home (again). I think this time will be better...
Thank you all so much. Fb2 you sound sweeter... Bbj, you'll be in a better place much much sooner, you are wiser Ali, I am glad you clarified this, I thought my rollercoaster would never end... (I will end it if I have to, I am ready, I think)
Michelle, WTF are you doing here with the teeth marks and the hikies? (just joking, happy that beaver got some company)
Jeff mou, please tell Woog, please, please, pretty please. I am loosing him to an ... aggresive beaver (I could tell).
If I felt that my H wanted to come home, I would be thrilled. Even if your H doesn't know if he can make it happen, it is what he WANTS. And that is half the battle.....glad he answered your e-mail and shared his feelings with you about being lost.