Sounds like you must be pretty good to have all judges tell you that you had the most potential. I'm sure that rustiness will disappear in no time. Good job for getting out and doing what you like to do and having fun doing it.
Saw H Friday evening when I got home from Karaoke.. and then I saw him on Sunday (I don't think we saw him on Saturday but I can't remember.. isn't that sad?).
That is being detached to the max!
I would like to see you on American Idol, but aren't you from Canada and dont they have an age limit of 30? Also, how would we know it is you?
Congratulations, well done! Great 180 and I'm sure great singing too (I totally trust the judje's opinion!). You should do it more often. When's the next competition?
It is nice that inlaws were visiting and spending tome with D2 and you.
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I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
Just a quick post as D2 and I are going to head to hometown to meet with my sister.. we're going to take my Mom out for an early Mother's Day... My Mom doesn't know that D2 and I are coming as well.. so that will be a pleasant surprise for her.
As for Canadian Idol.. yes, I am too old to be a contestant. But thank you all for your encouragement to go for it!
As for my sitch with H... nothing has changed, things are the same.. although our communication is much improved over a few months ago. From what he's told me.. he still struggles with wanting to come home vs. never wanting to come home. He said that there are many times when he finds himself wanting to come home.. but then there are also many days (and days often in succession) where the thought of coming back home "to the box" causes him enormous anxiety and he thinks it'll never happen.. So I don't know what will happen. I asked him to explain the "box" talk.. because I had been very accepting of his needs and have given him TONS of space even before the bomb.. and all he could say is that it's in his head (his mindset).
So.. I know there is some possible good in there.. but at the same time it just feels like this is never going to end.
I hope you have so much fun with daughter and your mom today! Yay, three generations of wheres, in the same place!!
I was just reflecting last night on how much you've shifted since we first "met". It might be hard to see from your shoes, but it sounds like H is really opening up to you.
I am wondering if there is a way to have it be less of a "box"? Obviously you are having lots of fun going to karaoke and yoga class so it is not a box for you.
It sounds like you have a seesaw limbo in a pretty park. Does your husband suffer from anxiety.. commitment phobia.. his own fears of how he'll be accepted?
Ooops.. strike that.. that's thinking for him!
How about.. where are you now? How do you feel about how this is progressing? What improvements do you see? What do you want to see? What three small actionable goals will you set?
When I read your post, I see the hope and belief that radiates from your words. You sound like a very kind, gracious, loving woman, wife and mother. What seems right to you, Ms Whey?
So proud of you, i agree with gypsy, you are my idol. Doing that, what a great 180. Holy cow. You go, girl.
Despite h's confusion, you sound good. You know what you want, you are very inspiring.
Gypsy is right, with all the things she said. You are strong, and powerful, kind and loving. You are my idol, and its not in singing.
Have a wonderful mothers day. You deserve it. Enjoy it
hugs bear
Me 42-Him 40 T20yrs Married 16yrs 2/06 H- "not sure if i want to be married anymore" 6/07 H-"I'm not happy" 9/07 Admits affair & OW 12/08 I moved out 12/09 still waiting for divorce
