I dont know how I missed this earlier.. I must not be paying attention, eh ? Although I have been sitting in the circle on my letter...
We get lost in this DB stuff.. and by that I mean nothing goes by this mythical book. Human emotions, suffering and understanding rule the day every time. They always will ! YOU are okay sweetie ! Hang on to YOU !!!
So sorry for the recent events, but you knew in the beginning this would be hard. No one could ever have guessed how much so. If we had, we may not have fought so hard to hang on. Sometimes we do wonder what we are hanging on to. Those moments are when it is time to look the other way and stop thinking about giving up. Letting go of what we don't have control over is so much better. It is also easier to do while burning calories at the pole, or driving with the tops down.
Prayers for strength and a peaceful heart are with you always. Never regret fighting for what you want. Never regret letting go of what you can't change. Never regret being patient for your own answers.
I am fine. TJ knows he has to file, and I am standing. I have some amazing plans with some amazing folk.
TJ is still in replay. I accept that. I still believe we will end up together, he has come back to me too many times.
BTW my first offical pole dancing lesson is next saturday at 3!!! Be there, I might get clumsy and drop necessary clothes!
ATTY Tom, due to recent events, I am in need of a L in Michigan. No shark, just someone who TJ can percieve as stong enough to protect me, and understand that I wish no harm or hurt to TJ. Do you have any resources other than Bar Assn? Always Hoooly
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.
