geez, Kiki, I wish I knew what really felt right...for now, I am trying not to get too worked up...I am mentally preparing for my boundaries. I know I can tell him how I feel w/o sounding like a nag.
I mean, we have to think of ourselves too, right? we do have to do things we are comfortable with.
I am really glad that I am going to have some time to myself...while he is gone and I won't be bothered by him...
I am taking some vacation days to do some spring cleaning at my house.
I think I really need to take a stand and tell him I am not gonna be a carpet for him. I think he really does need to hear how I feel about things. I don't care if he DOESN'T want to hear them. He is acting completely selfish and I am sick of it.
Don't these guys ever get enough?
You are so right that it will be fine. I will be fine, I know that...it is just this middle part that completely sucks.
Oh well. sigh.
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller
