Wow! Hi Michelle, Well, the most positive thing there is, hes clearly not having a good time! (9:08:21 PM) Me: you sound like you have a lot on your mind. Is everything okay? (9:08:31 PM) H: not really Lets hope he is giving her the heave ho..althouh that must be hard if shes around from UK to see him, expecting it to be the big reunion break and he's clearly thinking of dumping her?
Ali x
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
Yeah, but he doesn't like to talk much over IM or even the phone. So, I'm sure he would feel obligated to talk to her in person. So, who knows what she's expecting, but it sounded like he was screwing up the courage to do something unpleasant. And I'm sure she'll be very upset.
I had to laugh that all I got from him was "not really". I gave him, in Jeff's word, an opening big enough to drive a truck through...and that's all he said lol. Which actually makes me more certain is has to do with OW because he would feel like it was his mess to clean up and wouldn't want to talk about it, especially with me. *sighs* Stubborn men.
I kinda feel bad for her, but at the same time I really want to know what she really thought was going to happen - did she really think he would D me and marry her or some BS? She's yet to make a R last more than a couple years EVER from what I understand, let alone one premised on lies and deception. Sheesh. Reality check anyone?
I really want to call SIL...but she's camping...somehow I doubt she has her cell turned on lol.
So, watched Die Hard with a Vengeance yesterday, then pulled out Live Free Or Die Hard! Hadn't seen it yet, roommate saw it in theatre with her bf. She wanted to watch the unrated version, I want to see the theatrical version at some point, but I just have to say it totally rocked.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I think that was my favorite, too! The whole thing is so impossible that it is great fun!
I watch the Blues Brothers last night, and thought, hmmm, if Jakes jilted fiance had been Michelle, it would have been a short movie, 'cause she wouldn't have missed!
For example... today I was doing some heavy duty grad school reading about Jung.
Forgive me, you probably know this already, since you are a smart astrologer!! But I was excited to learn that Jung believed that a man, when he does not know his own soul, projects his ideas of his soul onto his beloved. This is very problematic because then the man does not have to understand his own soul. He also cannot experience the reality of who is partner truly is. In order to understand his own soul and experience the reality of his parter, usually the man has to withdraw from the relationship, and sometimes much of the world, also, in order to introspect and find a new deeper healthier understanding of his own true deepest inner self. Only then is true love and connection possible, after he moves beyond the unconscious and easily disappointed projections and assumptions.
I just had to grab this off Ali's thread because it's totally amazing!
Journaling:
No word from H.
Went back to school today.
Went running this morning - I'm frackin' beat. Only did 2 miles again. I feel so out of shape! And I had to do it for time in less than 2 weeks!!! Eeeek!
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
