Thanks everyone for the support. Well my D is home and life is good again! I was so excited to see her when she got home. We had a great afternoon and evening. We baked cookies together. She's going to bed no problem without those soo soos! That's my girl!
I tackled that icy mound at the end of my driveway. I had S all bundled up and hiding in the garage out of the wind while I did it. It was a lot of work, but quite therapuetic! The snowbanks are so high I could barely even lift the ice chunks high enough to get them up there! They don't call me SuperMom for nothing!!
My interaction with H today was interesting. He called to say he'd be bringing D home and he sounded...well, let's just say a little short with me on the phone. Then when he got here I could tell he wasn't in a great mood. I really not sure if it was directed at me or not. But I think something is up with him. Could be reaction to me being emotional yesterday. Who knows. He's been acting a bit normal lately so I'm waiting for angry guy to come back anytime. Cycling. I welcome it...because the more of this stuff he does, the more it shows he's following the script and moving right along.
I'm feeling a renewed sense of PMA tonight. Probably because D is back home and the weekend is over. I hope I don't feel like this again in 2 weeks when D has to go for the weekend again.
So I'm sorry to all those who also had crappy weeks. But tomorrow is a new day!
BTW...if everyone here keeps thinking I'm so strong, and my family says it too, even my C said it...WHY doesn't H see it??
J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
In response to your question about your H not seeing how strong your are.......he is an a$$. Hope I didn't offend you. Actually I think he is probably too wrapped up in his selfishness right now. Give him time to come back to Earth.
Lizzy you crack me up! You're on fire tonight! I saw your little rant on Brit's thread too. You don't offend me...you can sound off in my honour anytime! Thanks. J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
Hope I didn't offend you. Actually I think he is probably too wrapped up in his selfishness right now. Give him time to come back to Earth.