Andabelle, I'm sorry you had a couple of really bad days. Try to not allow yourself to get caught up in the angry exchanges. It doesn't resolve anything and makes you feel worse. Believe me, I know how it feels. It's great you're keeping yourself busy studying for the grad entrance exams but you also have to do some fun activities. It will make you feel a lot better about yourself and help you slowly detach. Detachment is the key. You can't control what H is doing. I'm sure you have a lot more to offer than those Brazilian top-models- they have their own issues to deal with. Having visited, the image is not always as it is portrayed. Hang in there!
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
