Christmas was very hard for me, very nice as well, and I'm glad it's over. I found myself feeling a lot of anger. I resisted the temptation to call Valorie. I called last year, but because of our recent 'skirmish,' I decided against it.
David
The fires of true love can never be quenched, because the source of its flame is God Himself! - Shulamith
David, I wake up each morning angry. It is because I am trying to get past it all and there is still so much to be angry about. Nothing I can control. I go to bed in prayer and wake up angry.
I started my new job today. I was so bored. LOL....but what a good thing for me. I am back in the private sector....and almost back to my original salary.
I gave up a wonderful job believing in ex's promises. I am so happy to be in this new position. No pressure....and getting paid more.
I am not comfortable with resentment or anger. But sadly, it is still there. I will just continue to do my best to get past it.