Doing much much better today. I actually tried excedrin migraine and it helped.. although made me a littll loopy in the afternoon.. not that, that is unusual:)
Hey saff.. I read about you friend... goodness that is so terrible.. im so so sorry.. is that the same friend that was getting abused by her husband?? Again.. prayers being said.
Journaling a bit..
Got all my wrapping done.. finito!! S5 is at a friends house until about 230.. so got a lot done. H has been pretty stressed lately mostly about money.. has been status quo with me. was not in the mood last night.. but gave in anyways, since this is one of his complaints..
Hope everyone has a good day.
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Glad to hear you are doing better Tal. Those migraines can really take you out of commission. Merry Christmas!
LuvMyHusband Me: 41 H: 43 ch: 3 M: 7+ T: 10+ Bomb: EA 8/07, A over phone/net 10/07 Seperated: 9/07 H ended A/EA with OW again on 1/2008 Reconsile: 3/26/2008, H admitted PA
Boy I was kicked back to page 5... yikes!! Anyways, H has been home and things have been good. Christmas was great, kids had a ball. H was upset he didn't have anything substantial for me.. (bought me candles and an automatic bath bubbler and I picture frame that changes pictures).. I said I don't care about stuff like that, christmas is about the kids, not me. We can't afford to by eachother anything big this year since he hasn't found work in a couple of weeks.. but at least he was thinking of me.
Just been working and trying to get some work for him.. doing some internet marketing.
we put our camper up for sale since we don't really use it and will put that money in a seperate account for Disney. We are hoping to go at the end of January.. its tradition. We've been going every year since my first son was born. Hoping to definately get there, its such a great place and the kids love it.
I hope everyone has a great new year!!
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
January is such a perfect time to go to Disney!! We have gone every year in February since D6 was born. We will not be going this year, so I am happy your kids are going.
Seemed like H was thinking of your needs. That is great!
Do you ever just get a really bad feeling that something is going on??? H has been a little standofish lately.. I just had a flash back that I kind of forgot about... one day he left his guys on a job site and dissapeared for 2 hours.. he says he was with a real estate agent.. whether or not that is true I will never know..Why that triggered my memory I don't know... I had forgotten about it all this time and maybe because he's been acting strange the last couple of days is why... This happend awhile ago.. but Its in my mind...
I just wish that all the bad memories could just go away.. some days I just can't shake them... I don't post much about it because its just me babbling.. but today is worse than others..
I need to have more faith in the male species.. of course the men on this board are the exception.. Is it really possible for a man to just love and want one woman.. I know stupid question.. but I do have these strange days, where Im just depressed and tired of wondering what he's doing when he's not with me...
Ok sorry I had to get it out.. you guys are the only ones that I can do this with.
Thanks
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
