Whenever we talk about sun all I see is the rain It's like looking for tears in a ocean I'm hearing your words like the wind They blow straight through my heart Will you ever give in to emotion
And we hurt the ones that we love the most Why we do only heaven knows And I don't know why I'm still holding on...holding on
[CHORUS:] I reach in my heart to see If your love is alive in me But now I feel alone My feelings turn to stone My heart makes no apologies
When an apology's made it isn't always enough To erase all the past in a moment Whenever I need you the most You always leave me behind With a word from your lips I'm alone
You've been blind not to realize All the love that I hold inside So tell me why do I keep holding on...holding on
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What I need is your sympathy Like a light flowing into me But I will never give up holding on...holding on
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...my heart makes no apologies no no my feelings turn to stone... I make no apologies
~ Alanis Morissette~
Tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Though not too much going on right now here's an update..
H was supposed to go to Ohio tomorrow, its been cancelled. Ok I guess, going to take the kids tomorrow for christmas pictures. Will be a tiring day for me for sure.
H has been moody the last couple of days, I think he's just worried about winter work. maybe not.
Got ready and everything this morning.. H asks me why am I so dressed up...AH what are you talking about? All i had on was a nice sweater.. anyways, I said what are you worried about, He said nothing, but why are they sooo insecure.. when I've never given him anything to be insecure about?? I told him he had nothing to worry about (I know i should have left it alone). I said, Ive never given you a reason to worry, and left it at that.
Strange.
I hope everyone has a good day.
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
How has your husband been? I think they can be so touchy about everything. I think they see us as being moody but never them... Keep your head up and be strong.
