You can safely dismiss any bad feelings you have now as a temporary blip on your radar screen. While life contains few guarantees, its a stone-cold certainty that good times will be returning to your world very soon and you are just about starting to believe it. OK, youve been over the hurdles, and, yes, you have had some tough and testing times. But you should see these as stepping stones to your desired destination. Today should be an oasis of calm, with everything set up beautifully for you, which you appreciate still more for the sharp contrast it provides.
Having trouble posting today -- PMA was in the toilet thanks to a pervasive anxiety attack all morning. Not sure why or what's going on but I felt like CRAP anxious and afraid and fearful. Spent most of this morning breathing deeply and trying not to lose it.
I need to come up with a better strategy when this happens -- wallowing in my own crud just doesn't seem to do it.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
