I have had to stop myself many a time from posting her picture. I know revenge and anger will only hurt me, and I need to forgive her and move on, no matter what.
Last night H called to tell me he wanted to come to see D14 at homecoming. It was pretty awesome b/c I had been having a moment and I was crying and praying..and telling God that I didn't know if I could handle all of this. I promise that my phone rang while I was saying the prayer.
Again, I know this is a baby step and I'm going to try and keep my expectations low.
That is great! It will help ease your mind and I'm sure your D will appreciate it also!
I had a similar experience with the praying thing. One day I was praying for God to just give me a sign...as I was in the middle of my prayer, H called me! It wasn't about anything important, but it could have been my sign. Quite possibly coincidence, but I would like to believe God is listening to our prayers!
Me: 30 H: 28 Separated: 06/01/07 D bomb: 07/17/07 after me pushing and pushing! #2 bomb: 08/13/07 Once again, I pushed!! #3 bomb: 01/08/08 Previous Thread http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1322680&page=0&fpart=1
