About the AD meds...I was lucky enough to only be on them for 2 weeks after the bomb. I couldn't eat or sleep, so I had to do something, but I haven't been on anything since last year. Ironically, I had a about 15 Xanax pills left and XH had one of his crazy moments one night and took all of them. I wished that would have been enough to get him to the ER but it wasn't. His reasoning for taking all the pills....I just want to fall asleep.
You ladies will appreciate this...both men are a couple of years younger than me. Seems like a good place to start since I'm not looking for anything serious right now.
AD's - I see no shame in them at all- it's just they made me so vague and forgetful. Now what was i saying........ H says I am much sharper off them - more entertaining!!(as he is chasing me round the bedroom as I try to slit my wrists). I guess the cocktail they had me on before was pretty strong after what I did so maybe I should ask about another type of AD. My CBT guy tho really wants me to stay off them. I shall see him tomorrow and see what he thinks. I am going to think positive. I have massive control issues and my CBT guy is the one to teach me how to stop my addiction to control. I can see the futility of it I just can't stop my brain.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
