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Hey, where's the party?!!!! Crash!!!!!

And another crash!!!!

How's it going root?

saffie

I was always told you're as young as the man you feel and mine's a toy boy


Saffie

saf,

You never told us you had a toy boy!! Good for you!!! I kinda feel like i need to give my 'ol toy boy a call j/k, he he he!

LWB,

tried to send you mail but it came back. Did you get anything ?

Hey Chicki,

Don't get too excited - it's only by a few months. But there is life in the old dog yet!!!!


Saffie

Hi everyone. I am having a rough day, must down the uphill part on my rollercoaster ride, huh?

H- I got the email you sent last night and just responded. Was that the one you were talking about?

morgan-I told OW's H that I will not be speaking with her, or taking her calls, not now, and probably not ever.

Hope you guys had fun dipping in the pool, glad it could be arranged with all the time differences.

Journaling:

I am really sick today. Finally took myself to the doctor (with D3, poor thing) and I have bronchitis. Had to deal with sick D3 and getting myself x-rays ("Mommy, why you take your shirt off?" lol), then had to haul D3 to her doctor, yep, bronchitis. I am going on no sleep, and...grumble...no help or even worse, no concern from H. This is angering me this week. I am so exhausted, yet *I* am dealing with my own illness and 2 sick kids through the night, while he sleeps peacefully.

Another complaint is that since H started working, *I* have found all the childcare/sitters for the kids. He doesn't ask once if something is covered. At first, I did this on my own to prove that I am capable, but now I am getting bitter because he should be helping me.

I am just angry this week. Angry that my kids are sick, angry that I am sick, and most of all, angry at H, for landing all of us in this awful limboland. He is still calling her, that doesn't help me feel any better either.

Sorry to bring everyone down, just had to get all of that out. I know he will probably stay at his Dad's this weekend, maybe I do need the space.

LWB,

Is there room at his father's for one or both of the kids? Maybe he could take care of them while you get better.

lwb

(((((HUGS))))))

Saffie

lwb,

Im sorry your sick... my h is really bad when im sick, no regard could care less.. what is the deal!! his mother used to be the same way, that's where he must have gotten it from.

I think it will be good if he goes, you need some space especially now. try and rest.. is there anyone who can just watch the kids for a couple of hours while you take a nap?

tal