omg... I can't resist. I am eating desert at least 2 xs a day.
so yummy.
hope and nic- thanks so much for the warm wishes. i love it hear . the program is really tough but that keeps my head (and heart) busy. the new landscape is just what I needed. Feels so good and freeing .
(I have been peeking into your sitchs but am too overwhelmed with school to really get into them and post. )
amd- where did you live in germany and for how long??
I do send you all a big warm bear hug and lots of positive energy!!!!!!!!
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
Ha, I have been doing the diet coke thing for lunch and then I eat veggies or a nice salad almost everyday... that is the other thing that concas it out... in my head at least!
happy day of thanks!
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
amd- no way. I have been to muenster. my mom's family lives near hagen and my cousin went to college there. love those cages in the church steeple for the naughty people.... too bad I cant lock my H into one of those!
wow, being in berlin when the wall fell. I cant even imagine! what was it like?
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
I finished the course! I am now a Cambridge certified English teacher! I flew from Berlin to Italy on Tuesday and have been cramming in visits... including lunch at my in-laws today. I brought my friend and her boyfriend. Kept the attention off of me a bit. It was nice. I got to shower the inlaws with love and smiles and make them REALLY miss me! It s fun though everyone I have seen here tells me I look younger and better. (I couldnt say to H's parents: see what being without your son can do? I said it to others though! )
Once back I have 2 weeks and then off to Japan.
OK, question, does or did anyone have the email "forward" phenomenon with their WASs?
Mine seems to love to "contact" me with forwards of jokes or sappy chain letters. It is fascinating. I am not sure if he wants to show off all the email addresses (including female) or he really is in his mind reaching out to me in a safe way. Over a year ago I got in a huge fight with him about this and told him not to send them to me anymore -esp. when he ccs women. My DB coach back then told me it was a mistake. I ended up apologizing and months later started getting them again. I would respond with comments like: thanks for sharing or what a beautiful story... now I dont even bother. strange.
Anyway, just curious as it seems kinda teenageish to me.
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
What did H have to say about all this? Did his parents ahve anything to say about the situation?
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being in berlin when the wall fell. I cant even imagine! what was it like?
Pretty amazing. No one really knew what would happen next. There was no plan for how to reunite the two Germanys. It was very chaotic and confusing and exciting and AWESOME!
That is so sweet of you. H wrote me a congrats and told me how "brava" (great) I am.
Since then it has been interesting with him. he is clearly torn between withdrawing to not deal with my leaving and slightly (and I stress slightly) pursuing (meaning making a slight effort to see me).
In all of this I have been authentic and me. So I feel really good overall.
As you said in your post today: I can get off of this ride any time I want!
(btw- you are amazing. that post gave me such a boost. you are really owning your actions and choosing to be happy and choosing to see that only you can make you happy. love to what you wrote about having expectations. I do that all the time.)
brava
Me: 36 He: 34 no kids Married: 2000 He left: July 05
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