Great I could help you a bit... ;-) Shame you can't leave really - but please think about the idea again and then maybe leave WITH your son. He needs to miss you - even if he is hardly at home! He needs to know that something HAS changed coz of his decision!
I will survive! - seems to be a great first choice!
I wish you a lot of power and energy to handle this challenge! Talk to you in a few days when I'll be back! Love, nanah