Still here and a quick update, My wife is not saying much but she has no contact with the OM, I also think that she is realizing that it was a fantasy fling in a way. Who knows. I am feeling better about myself eventhough I still talk way too much and want to know whatever. The feelings of rage and anger still come on strong, and I react.
I also think that last night for example I was quiet and in another world and she wondered what I was up to, who knows why.
Saw one councellor who was from a different universe than mine and another who I gelled with immediately. I think we will go together to see him.
One day at a time and sometimes there seems to be a ray of sunshine and the days get better.
Cheers and Thanks for listening, not that I want to steal Frasiers thunder,
