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H tells me again this morning that we have to stop M/L. I said that was ridiculous, I thought he had made his peace with it. He said it isn't right and he doesn't need any more guilt. I said he needs more guilt until he comes to his senses. I also said that it is better than with strangers and much safer. I figure it may be the last I am intimate for a long long time, so enjoy it while it lasts.

Yeah let's see it's been over three months here. Course he moved at over 2 months ago.

Made a good duck dinner for my H and kids yesterday. Afterwards I was rubbing my H's shoulders at the table and he said that was a good dinner sweetie pie. It felt so good to hear! Didn't say anything because I didn't want to scare him away or ruin the moment. I almost think he felt funny after he said it. We were listening to some lifetime of romance cd's and he started crying over some song-wish I could remember which - always on my mind maybe? Many are very ensightful. Wish I could just read his mind sometimes. Makes no sense to me and he obviously still has some feelings for me.

MMM !!!!
I love duck.
How do you make yours?

Just put it in a pan and cook 2.5-3 hrs. Nothing fancy Very cheap but I wish there was more meat. My H puts orange sauce on his.

How are things going with you? H still at home? Is he working now that he is back?

Want to hear something funny? For my HS yearbook quote I put If you want something bad enough you will do anything to get it.

I was referring to H, I had dated another for almost 5 years before he stole me from him-in the beginning of my senior year. Literally. He tells me now I should call him. Not interested. He is married without kids I think and moved to Texas. I live in PA. I told him he could call his high school girlfriend of a few months. He didn't date much. He said she wasn't even that interested in him then. I was very jeleous of her at the time and I wasn't even dating him then. If only we had crystal balls to see our future. Might be dangerous I suppose.

That's exactly how I feel now with my marriage. I will do anything to keep it.

My H tonite told me I will be better off financially when he leaves. I chewed him a new one. Said he had foot in mouth disease, which he says he got from me. I told him I would rather be poor and happy than rich and sad. Told him it was insensitive to say such things. He disagreed so I explained why it was insensitive. Ahole.

Please don't yell at me for saying this.....


"That's exactly how I feel now with my marriage. I will do anything to keep it".

But why??

You could ask yourself the same question.....

I can really feel myself slipping into depression today. My acocunt has overdrawn for the last time apparently, the bank has done something to not allow me to use the online system. I told them it was punishment. Plus his statement last night about us being better off financially without him home....

Life sucks.