Hello, yes I am still alive. They fitted me with some stupid hard plastic device that I am suppose to wear at all time except when showering. Pain has pretty much gone away, now just uncomfortable. Have no clue how I am going to sleep tonight. Also no making me laugh, that hurts, did it earlier today.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
I am the same way. I refused any antidepressants because drugs scare me. The depression was temporary and I knew that.
I know I am weird, but with all the other things I get hooked on, I am afraid to take anything.
Originally Posted By: mkultra
I am sorry for your holiday. I dreaded holidays and birthdays. I got over Mother's Day. Our Anniversary still feels abandoned. Next is my daughter's Bday. That will be sad for me, especially. The weird thing is that I think our friends and family are kind of dumping us as invites. We used to be a more social family and now not a single invite on July 4th? No BBQ's. Nada. Is it a conspiracy of "Leave Them Alone"? I do not feel like having a party and inviting people over to my place.
Thank you, it wasn't so much the holiday as it was knowing it is a big family event and not being with them all, but I will get over it. It is the major family holidays that I am dreading, thankfully I have almost 5 months to prepare Today is my oldest sons bday, negative thinking but I bet she either forgets or decides not to call him. As for friends, I still have my casual ones, but all my good friends have disappeared out of my life, probably my fault, but it still sucks not being invited to anything since they all knew she was out of town and I was here. Sometimes I wonder if I have some contagious disease that I don't know about.
Originally Posted By: mkultra
Do our spouses know how much torture it is to break up a family? I do, now. You know what my H said? "What's the big deal about holidays? Who cares about fireworks?" I wanted to cry because being together for a holiday as a family was so significant to me.
This one I am not sure about, I don't think they realize to what the other one is going thru, I think they probably care, but do not know to what extent it is affecting us.
I am still being hopeful, just nothing I can do at the moment, holly cow, what a true statement, can't do much of anything for awhile.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
Today is my oldest sons bday, negative thinking but I bet she either forgets or decides not to call him. As for friends, I still have my casual ones, but all my good friends have disappeared out of my life, probably my fault, but it still sucks not being invited to anything since they all knew she was out of town and I was here. Sometimes I wonder if I have some contagious disease that I don't know about.
