Just wanted to say I am thinking of you Dana! You are handling all that has happened so well and you continue to inspire me and give me the motivation I need to keep going! I think it is great that you journal all your thoughts, I find it very helpful as I have very similar feelings and it is so helpful to read someone else express them and I am sure it is so helpful to others as well. Plus, It is probably very healing for you! Have a great Thursday!